I Just Need A Place To Figure Things Out

Welcome to my very first blog post. No one might ever read this, but like my title says, I just need a place to figure things out. This year, I feel like my life has changed a lot. I wish I could say there was one event that changed me, that made me feel this way, but there isn’t. I won’t be giving out much personal information- I know, that’s ironic, because all I’m really going to be talking about is myself, but what I mean is I can’t give out certain things like my name, my school, etc. However, I will start by saying I am a 14-year-old girl who is simply trying to understand the complex thoughts going through her mind. For the past couple of months, I’ve had all these thoughts in my head about how I feel, and the possibility of starting a blog has been sitting in the back of my mind for a while now. Today, one of my teachers asked me if everything was okay, or if something had happened. I replied by saying that I was fine, but the way in which I said it, I know obviously showed I wasn’t but I just didn’t want to talk about it. She told me that if I ever wanted to talk, she would be there with two ears to listen. I thanked her and walked away. That was when I knew I needed to start my blog, because unconsciously, I’ve been waiting for the opportunity to talk to or communicate with someone somehow about my thoughts, but I still can’t quite bring my thoughts together into words. I feel like this blog is just the beginning of self-discovery- yes I know that’s the cheesiest thing you have ever heard, but in my mind, that’s exactly what I intend to do with this blog. If anyone has read this, and somehow managed to read till the end, I thank you, and I hope you keep reading because I hope that other people can relate to or learn from all this babble. Tell me about your stories in the comments below, and I’ll make sure to check out your blog too.

Sending all my love 🙂

xx